6 months and still

Picture taken: 2010

Just short of 6 months sober here. Still have a lot in common with this guy.

Still filled with fear of that first drink and drug. Hate to admit that there is still fear, but I’m still truly terrified of what booze does to me.

Still willing to do anything to stay clean.

Still doing everything necessary to not drink or use, just for today.

Still taking it one day at a time.

Still feel lucky to have made it out.

Still feel blessed that I found a new way to live.

Still feel so damn grateful to be alive.