My biggest fear

BIGGEST FEAR = REGRET

My driving forces in life are positive influences: love, happiness and success. Those three things are what feed my goals and dreams, my relationships and friendships, and all my daily decisions. I will be honest though, part of me is driven by fear... a fear of regret.

Fear of being old and grey, looking back on my life, asking myself questions...

Did I accomplish everything I wanted to?

Did I pursue the things that brought me the purest joy?

Did I love those around me with the deepest love I was able to give?

Did I do everything and more that was expected of me as a father?

Once that moment comes, once we get to the point where we are looking back at our life asking those questions, that’s it. There is no going back from there, there is no rewinding time, no do-overs, no restart button. That’s a scary thought, sitting, living in that moment... and having regret. Not for me, I won’t let it happen.

I will make mistakes, I will fail, I will hurt... but as long as I am loving with all my heart, chasing my dreams and pursuing the things in life that bring me the purest joy, well... that’s all I can do!